"When I was younger I lost quite a bit of my family. My father got sick...almost immediately after that, I lost contact with both my brothers and my father's entire side of the family. Some of which I was very close to, though nothing compares to how close I was with my father. Not long after, I began to lose bits and pieces of what was left of my family. My mother wasn't around, many of the members of her side of the family stopped talking to us. Sometimes I wish I made these things up, like the stories I used to write. Through it All, it feels as though I have become broken. " "I have that mask - except it's silver, not white and every year I wear it for halloween - in different forms, different contexts. I love that mask and in certain ways I feel that people are more interested in mE when I wear it than when I meet them face to face. " "I am spending the extent of my summer playing on tour. I play guitar in a band and I enjoy it more than anything in the world. I stumbled upon you while I was searching for something else. We've (my band) just recently recorded a concept record which is actually about a serial killed who holds an entire town in fear and brutally murders people throughout the town. I have loved and lost a few times and once without my will. As I said in my previous email, I cannot believe that some people manage to do the things they do. It's so Upsetting to me that people are so fucked up that they can't control themselves on both sides. " "I know pain Very well. Pain is loving this girl so deeply that you did everything for her. Two years of pain for her to watch her go running back to a pathetic excuse for a man. I am stubborn, hot-headed, and rash. But certainty not a liar. Just an observer." "I'm tall, average built with unnatural red, curly hair and blue eyes. I'm In love with my boyfriend, but I'm going to college, and my mom thinks I should end the relationship. My dad doesn't even know we're dating still. I'm struggling with what my mind tells me is right versus what my heart says. I really want to date other people to know if he's "the one", and everyday I'm with him feels like it could be our last, and that scares me. I'm a very emotional girl, and i wear my heart on my sleeve." "While my parents were away working, he would skip school and smoke weed. He is still trapped by his personal demons. And it saddens me that he is unable to take a good role in the lives of his kids due to this problem. And having to live in his shadow all my life, I've had to be the responsible one to make up for it to my dad. In a weird way, he's made me a better person because of it. But I've had to deal with a Lot of hate toward him for the way he's made our dad feel for so long. I just don't even try to speak with him. He chose it to be this way, so I'm not going to change it." "I'm 27, I just moved to Seattle a few months ago from a much smaller, navy oriented town. It was a relief to get away from there, because I didn't really fit in, and felt like I was atrophying more and more the longer I stayed there. I work In a dispatch center for building maintenance-- this is a glorified way of saying that I work in a call center and get to try to tell people where to go and what to do when they get there. They usually don't listen. " "My nickname is tattoo'd on my arm,so it's a nickname to stay.I have a girlfriend who is at a younger age. My step-dad and mother ended their 18 year marriage this year, legally. They split up four years ago. My mom is now living an alternate lifestyle. My step-dad went on with his life and recently had a baby with his girlfriend. I dropped out of high school to take care of my mom. They attempted to hold me back a year, and I wasn't down for that. As for finances...it can Pay the bills. But a 'normal' job will be coming soon. " "I am a manager at a office supply store.... my lady died 5 years ago...I love to fish.. hunt...I am a great shot with a gun as I have been hunting since I was A small child..I am paranoid... I do have 2 big dogs one is a wolf husky mix ... the second is a hound rott mix... both have bad tempers..... I was in the marines but was discharged... most of my friends think I'm a psychopath.. they can't understand what i'm thinking...lol though they would back me if I asked I never would... I often feel like I have nothing to live for.." "My dad is the hardest working man I know. When my mother left I was a little girl, and he was trying to get his career in construction back on track after having made a miraculous recovery from a broken back. He had been bed-ridden for nearly eighteen months, with most doctors agreeing that he would be lucky to walk, let alone live normally afterwards. He overcame all that - being crippled, a failed marriage, eventual bankruptcy from medical debts and being unemplyed for so long - and still managed to be the greatest dad ever. It's funny that it Is father's day, the day that I am writing this, but it is totally true. " "I'm 19. I'm going to college in Chicago. I met more friends around my college than in it, and whenever I'm put on the spot to explain that, I never know what to say (the truth is something most people would rather never know about me). I used to fence, and I used to sing. I write, more than I should. I'm a vegetarian, and I love hookah. I'm Involved (not too heavily) into body modification. I love my piercings - I love the entire experience of getting it done, the healing process, and the aftermath. I enjoy pain and I try to test the limits of my body and my tolerances. I love to learn more about myself through pain. I've spent a lot of my life struggling with it, but finally realized that I was only trying to experience more, to feel myself more. I feel more complete now that I've embraced that part of myself." "Well Codemaster, my real name is alexis. i live in texas and i want to become an actor. i also hope to help eriC." "I have a busy career in education that takes up a ridiculous amount of my time. In what spare time I do have I enjoy traveling & touristing. I love museums & art. I'm an avid reader, of almost anythiNg, horror, scifi, fantasy, or anything close. I enjoy the studies of philosophy and history and read lots of classic literature....mmmm...I have some property on the lake and I have a little boat. I love the solitude of fishing in the bayous. Umm...I have a little dog that I make wear hats. lol (he loves it)" "Well lets see im a resident midwester 21 years of age, named Justin, in school for game art and Design. Please tell me more about yourself mr. deercot " "Im 20, Im a graphic design Student; therefore i like arts and aesthetics. I also enjoy science, like natural or social studies and languaje. I know spanish, english, and a little of french and japanese. " "Despite my extreme empathy and compassion, I find most people narcisistic and despise them for it. I obsess over the skills of others; no matter how many abilities I have. I truly believe the world needs to be erased so that it can start from scratch. I'm terrified of banality. I take all things to an extreme... I am obsessive and compulsive, but don't consider it a disorder. I feeL broken." "I'm mostly a science man, I have little artistic talent, and any that I try to nurture is quite pathetic when placed beside most other work to exist today, whether drawn, or dramatic. I live in the United Kingdom, and I work for Ventura. I work as a customer service advisor. My friend Phillipa directed me to your videos On youtube.com and from there I have watched the things that have transpired so far. I know one of my greatest sins is to derive pleasure from the suffering of others. " "I'm a 31 year old delivery driver who lives in Arkansas. I've got 3 kids and work very hard to Take care of them. Btw, my wife has reviewed your work and believes you are Eric. Which is insane but I believe you know him. I do not think he is a random target nor do I believe he is still alive. So if you want to know anything else about me, email me back and we can begin a relationship. " "What makes you think I might have secrets? Why not leave me a little message in your next video and show me something? Something to prove that this is a two way relationship, Sam. Then I'll tell you what you want to hear. If we don't have trust, what do we have? Just a shared fascination with watching Eric flail about on the Monitor, I suppose. " "Growing up I was overweight which caused me much harrassment by other kids. Gave me a strong dispostion to bullies and caused me to get in a lot of fights mostly in grade school. In 1991 my mother remarried and we moved, leaving all that I knew behind and forcing me to live with my new spoiled and obnoxious step brother and sister. In 92' at the age of 12 I began smoking and drinking with my older brother. I also began to see my dad more. That was when my first close family member died. This Threw me into a depression I had lasting thru highschool.I wrote lots of dark poetry during these years, and have never really completly gotten out of it. " "I live in florida. i always take much thought before doing any action. ( im a look before you leap kind of guy) i often scold myself for not being very "spontaneous". i believe very strongly in murphy's law, as it frequently occurs in my life. in fact, this is the second time i type up this letter. ( true story) while i was typing this letter up a few minutes ago, My computer suddenly crashed for no reason, with no warning. as you could imagine, i was pretty peeved, after typing a considerable amount of text. I do not have a girlfriend, although i am one of those people who is "all the girl's friends"." "My degree is a bachelor's in linguistics. I met my now-fiance In a game online. I really don't know what I want to do with my life. I'm thinking maybe about opening my own photo place, as I've really developed a love of cameras. I love animals and grew up surrounded by them. At one point we had nine snakes and eleven turtles - plus the four cats and cockatiel. " "27 y.o. college graduate, Glutton of the century. Sloth is in there too. From Texas. Moved to Sacramento after Graduation. 24 years of Texas...shitty Family. " "I have a cat. I am married. I recently bought a house. I brew my own beer. My father died in January. My parents raised us well. One of my brothers is a plumber, one of my brothers is a CPA, and My sister works for Amtrak. I am troubled by the increasingly bad way people seem to treat each other. Selfishness and disrespect have become commonplace and expected, and that bothers me. " "I am turning 31 on august 31st. On that day I will have outlived my life expectancy by 6 years. Which used to be something I joked and bragged about, but as my show comes round to the final curtain I find myself wishing that there had been more fun, action, dance numbers.... something. My mom was never prepared for the idea of losing Him. Neither was I. I helped raise my cousin, who I will refer to here as ""Marie,"" who came to live with me at the age of 14 and now lives in her own apartment with some friends and is attending her last year of college. Since I am the only one who will give myself any credit for how well Marie turned out, I will. She is amazing, and the best thing I ever did. " "I am a white male In my mid 20's. I live in the seventh layer of hell.... or Alabama as most people would know it. I am intrigued by the way that you are handling this situation. I pray that if I were in whatever situation it is that you are in, that I would have the courage to handle thing as you are doing. I am married with no children yet, and being raised in a strong christian family I strive to be the best person that I can." "I am 18 and a media production major and I find most of my time is devoted to making films like yours which can take what seem to be endless Hours to finish." "I'm twenty about 6'2" and 180 pounds there is a pic of me under the handle the karaoke nightmare. i grew up in the midwest i just stumbled across your blog and became wrapped up in it after figuring out the code in your first vid I'm kinda jumpy from growing up in a bad area of town i am also known for my tough attitude because it is hard to hurt me i got hit by a car coming off a highway in my town and i got up and shook it off and did my own stitches. i developed this trait from my many years of studying Japanese cultuRe specifically that of the samurai." "I hope to become a psychological therapIst in the future. I like video games, reading, anime & drawing, but I haven’t done so in a long time. I am a child at heart & proud of it." "My name is Dylan. I am a student in Dallas, TExas. I found out about Eric and I've been reading over what happened so far for the last 12 hours." "I had to give uP a lot of things in my life. I love good old 80's hair metal, and 70's glam. I have a unhealthy obsession with red dwarf,and zombies. I study anomalous phenomena and special effects at home, and I make alot of jewelery and other crafty things, I have even made a full size fake zombie out of latex (which frightend the life out of the postman)! I like to collect useless things." "Everyone's first assumptions about me are always 100% incorrect. I am a volunteer for a charity organization that helps the poor. I decided to try and help the world by making a positive difference to it, after all, living in a country that has been involved in a war for 5 years, and hearing News day in and day out about the death of people from both sides...and those that live to tell the tale never really come back as the same person. It's like a part of them died along with them during the war." "I've struggled with an addiction on and off for about 5 years. I've coveted my neighbors things. I've Lusted after men, some of them married. I've lied to my parents and my friends. I've let jealousy get the best of me many times. I've hated girls before. I've gossipped before--this summer I gossipped about a girl that I didn't get along with. " "I hate noise. I have been watching your videos for a while now and I am very intrigued. While the idea of the puzzles leads me to want to help Eric escape, what I don't agree with is the other who are Calling for your unmasking. That would compromise all artistic integrity, and prevent any other such art projects taking place! They wouldn't have stopped Picasso after only one public showing, now, would they?" "I live with my sister and parents. I love music, mostly Rock (punk, metal, anything really) and a little hip-hop. My biggest hobbies are video games/computer games and skateboarding. I'm working at a grocery store now, it was my first job and I've been there for almost 2 years now. Thankfully, come August I'll be quitting for school. Haha." "I'm young, only sixteen years old. But I'm very mature for my age... Usually. I'm very nice and I hardly ever lose my temper. A lot of people get on my nerves, but I don't say anything to them because I probably get on their nerves too. I'm a right-brainer and proud of it! Next year I'll be going into a graphic design program for college credit. I love being creative so it should be good for me. But I'm not sure if I want to become a graphic designer. My passion lies in languages. I've only taken French for two years, but I have to stop because of my gd class. I'm so torn!! I absolutely hate Harry Potter and rap music. " "I'm 22 an Avid gamer - usually of the mmo type. I've been bouncing around for a while and am working my way through school. I've been on my own since I was 18 and currently have my own home. No attachments to speak of, but do have an on again off again relationship. I've always been the fan of mysteries and the forensic science tv shows and books. The level of detail some of these go into are just incredible. A perfectionist myself I indulge in every little detail of what I get into. " "I'm on the drumline at Gadsden City High School. I love playing video games. What I love more is anything that makes you use 150% of your brain to Solve something (that's why I wanted to be a part of you art). I was born and raised in a Baptist church, and because of that, I'm a very dedicated Christian. I may mess up, but I try. " "I am a christian. I am a recently divorced father of two. My daughters live with their mother but I see them whenever I want. I am a Texan, American, conservative, pretty much in that order. I am a contractor by trade. I am a redneck at heart but work in a blue collar environment. I can’t sing but I like to anyway. I am learning guitar. I like word puzzles. I like to work and build things with my hands. I am more often happy than sad. I am loud. I am outspoken when I think I am right. I don’t apologize as much as I should. I think many people are far too easily offended. I Seek every day to better myself by learning something new." "He's paralyzed from the neck down, so I have to take care of all of his hygiene needs like brushing his teeth and bathing him, feed him, make sure He takes the right pills, and at the right times, etc. My boyfriend also lives with us, and between taking care of as I like to call them, ""my boys,"" it is also my responsibility to cook, clean, do laundry and dishes, grocery shop, and try the best I can to take care of myself. I can usually steal away from the three of them for about ten minutes at a time for what I like to call ""me time."" " "I am a 29 year old single father of 1 beautiful 3yR old little girl. I am currently in school full-time for a degree in engineering. I had problems in the past, but my daughter has made me a new man. " "I'm single. I've never been married. I have no children. I am a dispatcher/driver manager for General Motors. I am also a creative writer in my spare time as well as an avid game player. I love puzzles and cryptograms. I am fascinated by buff men in masks and black t-shirts. As far as religion is concerned, I Suppose I am an athiest. I do not believe in God, but I do respect other individuals and their beliefs in a higher power. My favorite channel is the Discovery Channel. I live at home with my parents at the moment in order to help them financially." "I've been attending a university in the mid-south, working on a philosophy degree with writing influences. In a way, you and I are not all that different. I also wish to tell a story, a great One, spanning the reaches of the internet, capturing the hearts of puzzle-fiends across the nation, and striking fear into them. But we are differing in a way... I wear no mask. " "I'm very close to my mother and the complete opposite with my father. I spend most of my time reading and writing, much prefering books to reality, If you will. I have blonde hair, brown eyes, 7 piercings and no tattoos yet. I'm straightedge, vegetarian and I dont believe in god. " "I am a political moderate with a strong penchant for social justice and a strong belief in God and family. My main passions in life are film and music, both which I am an avid pursuer of. Musically, I play bass and do vocals for a progressive rock trio moving to Chicago in August. From a film standpoint I am a filmmaker and critic. My greatest fears are my future, and the fear of change. My fears of the future stem from my fears of mEdiocrity." "I work at an ice cream store, and will be beginning college in the fall. I plan on majoring in communication. I Enjoy all kinds of music, and love watching movies, sitcoms, and sports, mostly Washington Redskins football. I drink a lot of lemonade, and consist pretty much solely on hot pockets. My favorites are probably of the calzone variety." "I am 22, in a few days anyway. I'm Married, for 3 and 1/2 years now. I have chronic pain. I write both poetry and stories, as well as drawing. Someday, I will have a career in at least one of those passions, or all" "I was born and raised in indiana a bit east of chicago. i have a half-sister, but i havent seen her in ages. i'm married with 3 (grown) kids.. i train canine obedience and also drive Horse and carriage. i have dogs, a horse and a bird....i love mysteries and adventure. i'm not keen on phoney people. i'm loyal to my friends, am honest. i like people with the same qualities. i try to treat everyone as i want to be treated. i am easy to get along with, but i do have a temper." "I love listing to music and playing music. I play guitar and drums. I have a strong group of friends. I'm quite mature for my age. I hang out with eleVenth graders instead of eigth graders because i get along better with them then i do my own age. I get annoyed with them easily. They just dont act mature. Not that i want to be mature all the time, but they say so many stupid things." "I'm the oldest child of three in my family. I play In one of the best high school bands in the state. I go to church on Sunday. on Mon-Fri during the summer and Sat anytime I help my mom throw papers for The Dispatch. On Wednesdays, I play in Dreamblade Edge tournaments at DJ's Cards and Stuff (formerly Daddy Jim's Comics, I believe). On Thursdays I go to youth. I'm currently wanting a job but I haven't applied anywhere yet. " "I have been a hairdresser, a sweet chef, a baker, a carer, a database administrator and a fork lift truck driver. Currently I advise people how to use mobile phones. I would probably like to say I write horror, but in fact it’s really just bad pornography. The best thing I ever did was go to Paris for the week with nothing but a small bag and a phrase book. The worst thing I Ever did was walk in on a double suicide." "I am currently taking a gap year. My subject is mathematics with a twist of programming. I like playing poker and football (soccer) I Think a lot about philosophy & find religion hard to fathom. I am a passionate atheist and have found my peace in knowing that nothing is perfect or special and the law of evolution is universal. I can often change my mind and am not really sure of a lot of things. I not sure if i lost my faith or even had it to begin with. " "I'm sick of this world and everyone in it...and while I don't want to see anyone killed, watching other people suffer has become...somewhat of a hobby for me. I wished death upon on other man, I lust on a daily basis, greed is a way of life for me, I'm very vain, I'm a glutton for punishment and pain, I still haven't found my faith yet (so am guilty of sloth), I envy those that are happily in a relationship and feel like I have to get revenge on everyone who has hurt me. And Now that's just the 7 deadly sins. " "I tend toward being practical and following logical patterns. I like fractals and physics and math. I also work too much, shy away from the dramatic, and am too angry to really be a good person or to be a good wife - and I am a wife, though I wonder at the fact. I don't know the source of my anger, but I know that it defines me in some way. REphrase: I know the beginning of it, but not what feeds it - though I suppose I'm simply refusing my own agency." "I love Jesus. I love the color green. I am a very visual person. I love animals. I prefer the mountains over the beach. I like movies that play with my mind. I love to write stories, plays, etc. I hate arrogance and pride. I love listening to people. I am a sinful person, broken in every way. I have problems trusting people. I am a very cautious but curious person. I love family and hope to be married someday, with children. I, at times, can be my own worst enemy. I believe is it Important to stand up for what you believe in. I am addicted to chocolate and pizza. The end. " "I'm a 20-year-old student & dancer. I grew up in cowboy town and now I live in a decently sized city. I have a boyfriend who used to be a bouncer in a club like the one I work at, and He's pretty brilliant -- he's an architecture student. I came across your work kind of by accident -- it was in one of those 'related' lists on youtube for a video I don't think I even watched. " "I got into teaching because I couldn't think of anything else to do with An english degree and have stayed because I love the kids. They're hilariously funny and they have so much to offer to anyone who is willing to listen. I like to listen. I have no job currently. I drink coffee and diet coke." "I go to school at Appalachian State University, in North Carolina. I'm 21 years old, and I'm going to be a senior this year. I'm going for a grapHic design major. Hobbies are of course movies, music, and video games, like most everyone else. " "I'm 32 years old, pretty much a loner, I keep too myself, and don't really stand out in the crowd. I work well with others and am detailed oriented. I am usually the guy that most people come too when they want to get something off their chest. I'm a pretty good listener, and people just seems to open up to me and tell me what is bothering them the most, sort of like confessing their sins to me. Although I do not claim to be any sort of savior to them. I have no kids, and not married, but in a committEd relationship. I spend most of my time working at a job that takes 2 hours to get too and another 2 hours to go back home. " "I'm 21, female. Dropped out of the tech college I went to, have worked retail since the day I graduated from high school. I have rather strong interpersonal skills - I'm able to walk up to somebody and chat them up, and at least get a nice conversation out of them, if not anything more. I sell Myself rather well, if I do say so myself, as proven by the fact today that I walked into a job interview for a position I've never held in my life and walked out practically guaranteed the position. I'm ever the eternal optimist, although some would argue that that particular trait is one of my weaker ones. I'm sure you'd agree. " "I am in a relationship with my creator one that I hold very sacred. I am a lover of the arts. Music, visual imagery, the written word these are all things that I love to plunge myself into regularly. I am an novice photographer and I love to capture the moments that most of the world seems to pass by. Some people would say I have gOthic tendencies, but I call it being able to see the beauty in pain. I am a child, mother, a wife, a sister, a lover, I am me. " "He was born and raised during the great depression, and was truly 'old school', so he waited to Long for the doctors to do anything about it. We did hospice in our house and made him as comfortable as possible, but the experience shattered something in me that I haven't been able to repair.I've been drifting for the past 7 years, with no compass to point me. I am also an artist. I've just got a knack, always have. " "I had a very serious relationship when I was 25. I met her at a friend's birthday.I had the feeling we were made for each other and I thought she felt the same way. One day I saw her in a very intimate situation with another man. That was the End of our relationship. I was planning to marry her but she only wanted some fun." "I am a student I love cooking. I live with my mom and dad. When I was younger I was obsessed with wrestling. I plan on going to law school and one Day become a criminal defense attorney. I am obsessed with texas holdem. I play online for money all the time. In high school I was the valedictorian and president of the national honor society. I am very liberal. I’m also an athiest. And your religious music always creeps me out. I am afraid of spiders and heights. I love Matlock. " "I have a little sister who I'm very protective of. I won't let anyone cause her any harm. I play several sports including baseball, hockey, and soccer. My nickname is ""spidey"". Right now, I'm rehabbing from a weight lifting accident that gave me a Shoulder impingement. " "I am a mother of 2 wonderful boys. Wonderful...most of the time, except now that they are on summer vacation. I have to keep them busy 24/7 and spend tons of money just to make them crack a smile. I'm happily married. I've made too many bad decisions in this life, but I'm happy with how it's turned out and I have my beautiful family. I drink every 6 months. I started smoking at age 31. I'm in this to help Eric. I'm in it for the long haul. And I'm in it to catch you. But, that doesn't mean we can't be Friends. " "I'll tell you a bit about the pictures I see. To me they are like a wiNdow into the lives of all the people who come in my store. I get to see them having family get togethers, going on vacation, and I see them opening presents on Christmas morning. I've watched children of some of my regular customers as they grow up. I've seen just about anything you could imagine, it's amazing what some people will take pictures of." "Where to start? I love music. I listen to as many good bands, as much good music, every day as often as I can. Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck because I listen to the same songs over and over again, but then I just find a whole bunch of new songs to replace the Old songs with I have a girlfriend, a long distance relationship. I don't know what I am going to do with my life. I've thought about the armed services, but you know, scared of death. I've thought about trying to write the next great novel, but I'm afraid I'll fail. As scared as I am about so many things, I think I'm more scared of not mattering.Oh yeah and I'm working as a copy-editor right now but it's only an internship, and to be quite honest, dreadfully boring. " "I haven't considered myself a 'loner' by the term in a long time until you posed the question, & it gave me pause for thought a number of times. I keep my 'friends' few in Number as it is, but over the last few years, I have severed ties with all of them. In one way or another, I was 'let down', by either discovering my 'good lifelong friends' were actually only fair weather & did not or could not stick with me through my hard times, or they misconveyed to me who they actually were, or I was betrayed. I let my last friend (not including family & my boyfriend) of 17 years go this past new year's eve. And, to be truthful, during my hard times, I did lose a couple of friends because I was out of control of myself & my life, & I hurt their feelings. " "I'm your cliche WASP, with extremely nerd-like tendancies. I'm a bit of a nut when it comes to things like comic books and the like, and have a penchant for some art critique. I'm into computer repair, mainly because I was practically born in front of a monitor. Not much into the Dating scene. My life is rather a solo sail, but this gives me lots of free time to hunt people like yourself. " "I grew up in a small town. After a career-ending knee injury, I was honorably discharged from the navy. I have been married once, divorced once (yaay!), and work in human resources. I enjoy football, Boxing, and any kind of sparring I can get into. I'm terrified of spiders. I love Killian's Irish Red. " "For the most part I'm Your general run of the mill teenager. Recent high school graduate, looking to go to community college. Looking to major in photography or film. Never was the popular kid, my personal beliefs are typically seen as unusual by the majority of society. My outlook on sexuality and gender are generally frowned upon. Though connections with my father were unfortunately cut long ago. My favorite book is The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky. " "Whoa hey there. I'm just another bored dude. I used to play Other riddle type puzzle things (3564020356.org), but they were not real time like this. This is next level shit!.......but, what if I don't want to know any more about you than your puzzles? I like sushi. I am 100% sure the last time I was angry it was at myself." "I plan to major in art, and my studies will focus in various forms of studio art and art history. I have a family, though we aren't all that close. My mother and father have been absent from my life from a very young age, so I live with my grandparents and my great-uncle. There is a lot of conflict in this house, but Overall I do love the family I have, as hard as it is to express that at times. I also have three cats who I tend enjoy the company of more than most humans. " "I went to school and studied the fine arts. Painting, drawing, molding, yet it was always the job of the film that caught my eye. I am also trained in sElf defensive arts. I wish to find my muse. I always loved to disguise the dark side of the human heart in light." "I live in California, Oceanside CA to be exact. I will be attending college this fall and my major will be speech communications. I'm Athletic, love sports. I also love all types of games from video games to poker. I like to be the leader in the group, but i work well in teams when not. I've seen many of your videos, actually all of the ones you have posted on your blog anyways." "Basically I'm in grad school now and I don't like it, I'm 27 and single, love somber music and movies that make you think. Have a history of depression. I heard about you through another player - I'm kind of an Addict to online games and I enjoy writing so I can relate to your art, just not the religious stuff so much" "I'm studying both computer engeneering and literature. Do I believe in god? yup...do I deserve hell? yup... I do, better than most of the people I know, I havent confessed to you (call was too expensive) so I will...I've cheat, lie, hate, wished seen somebody dead. I've had sex while other womans while I was in couple, seen porn, had a threesome. I've wanted my best friend woman and fought for her (hey I saw her first). I've experienced extreme rage, I've thought to kill myself, tried and chicken Out. " "I am one in a billion, literally. Rather shy personality with people i dont know and I'm always sarcasTic. Generally good at making white lies to cover up myself at work and to make people feel better. I also dont tend to show my feelings. " "man i'm a 23 year old dude with 2 kids their mother was killed in a traffic accident so now i'm a single father. i work in test and balance of air conditioning systems all over the world right now me and my children are in panama city panama . i'm orginaly from tuscaloosa alabama my kids go with me every where cause their only three both of'Em their twins. " "I come from a very dysfunctional pentecostal family. Although I do not abide by the pentecostal morals, I attend the church. My mother sent me to live with my aunt, In Alabama. I never knew my father, and never really desired to. My grandmother was the one who fed me and clothed me 95% of my childhood. Not to worry though. I grew up a very strong and independent woman. " "He tries to buy my affection. He seems to think that if he spends money on me that will buy him forgiveness or a way into my life, when he had many opportunities to be a part of my life growing up but he was always too busy and too enamored with his new family and raising someone else's kids to give me a call. I suppose I just hope that he can someday come to terms with the mistakes he has made in his life. I just have always thought It would be awesome to just take off for an undetermined amount of time and just go live in the woods, away from everything and everyone. " "I'm a cancer survivor and have been in remission for 3 years. I'm the wife of a big game designing doofus who I love with all my heart. I am sighted but an extremely active member of the National Federation of the Blind. I teach braille for a living but its technically called teacher of blind students. I majored in Japanese in college. I've got my bachelors and my masters. I've lived in 2 countries, 4 states and 10 cites but I'm not a millitary brat. IT was my own doing. " "I was married for 13 years. I thought everything was ok. But the affair that she had would say otherwise. We met, and got married too young. I was in the service, so I had a chance to experience life. But she didn't. I'm not bitter (any more). She is actually due in a week, with her new (not the one that She cheated on me with) boyfriend's baby. My kids are excited. And and we are all, including the kids, happier the way things are now. " "When I was 8 years Old, I fell into a two-year depression. My life felt meaningless. I felt like I wasn't good enough for anybody. Then Jesus found me. When I was 10 years old, I entered into a personal relationship with Jesus, and my life has changed so much for the better. Each day, I try to live my life focused on three things: fearing God, loving God and people, and living by God's power." "I consider myself an artist, but am more prone towards prose than any other medium. I am the younger sibling out of two, and find myself constantly overshadowed by my sibling's accomplishments. I've been wronged many Times in the past by those who have claimed to love me. I know betrayal, I know how it feels to be a victim, and I know how sweet a mistress revenge can be. I am ordinary, for the most part. " "My father is obsessive and paranoid and my mother is a doormat, therefore letting him be just as Crazy as he wants. For once in my life, I'm having a great time being single, which is fortunate because I can't find anyone for the life of me. I live in a little white suburb. My life revolves around dogs. I don't know what I'd do without them around, especially my corgi. My favorite kind of books are old, obscure sci-fi books that nobody has ever heard of. I work out at the gym as much as possible. I'm also an atheist. I'm most happy when I'm by myself. " "There have been very lovely boys, and very awful boys. There was a very lovely boy that I was willing to commit to, but he was not willing to commit to me. I dealt with it by getting Shitfaced. There have also been girls, beyond lovely, who did not inspire drunkenness. The Rene Magritte piece - "On the Threshold of Liberty" makes me cry." "I love to play the guitar. I suffer quite badly from anxiety and depression, possibly brought on by the fact that I drink too much. I am good at making up puns. I cannot hide my emotions well, which gets me iN trouble sometimes." "I'm a 31 year old twice divorced father of three kids. I drive a truck at night for a living and deliver car parts to Towns you've never heard of. I've been betrayed myself by two women I loved and tried to take care of. " "I'm 17 years old, Irish, I'm a musician, I play trumpet, piano and guitar and I sing. I'm interested in web design and video Editing. I spend way to much time online and thats about it. I'm very vain, I spend to much time at the mirror, I find it hard to love anyone more than i love myself. not a very complex person, just the musician guy! " "I live in oceanside, california. I am 20 years old, and I am working 2 jobs while still living at my parents house. I have a girlfriend named Sonnia who I have been with for almost a year now. I have one brother, and I live with my mom and my stepfather. My real parents divorced too young for me to remember eXactly. I am 5'10" and I play basketball any chance that I get. " "I have three kids. I love videogames and reading and luckily I have found a job where I sell and discuss games. And with it I get a discount on gAmes and books." "I have had love die on Me.. well, not so much die but more like sadly fade away before my very eyes. It was her that looked to others for comfort rather than me. It truly defines you at moments like that. Watching such a thing unfold is like a black hole that eats at you until you become an empty shell of your former self. Until the day when you open your eyes and realize that you are still alive. You still breathe. With those thoughts in mind, you are able to get out of bed in the morning reassured of your purpose for living. That purpose is to continue living. "