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fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Osaka font!
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: http://www.silverladder.com/hearts/4h/key.h tm
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: testing testing
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satims: can you help me invite Nikki?
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NBNewell: yep
Maiden of Light: aha!
Maiden of Light: Heyo, all
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TA Sasuke: hello 4h
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Let's get everyone in first, I'll check back in a minute
ForumLurkerOnAIM has entered the room.
ForumLurkerOnAIM: ok.. Hello
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TA Sasuke: evan.
TA Sasuke: we meet again.
KaLdAiS712: G'day
KaLdAiS712: SO WE DO
TA Sasuke: *A CHALLENGER APPEARS!*
KaLdAiS712: http://kaldais.livejournal.com/2323.html
KaLdAiS712: For you, ein
THIS IS LOLI has entered the room.
TA Sasuke: I LOVE IT EVAN
Lane Atomic has entered the room.
KaLdAiS712: YEAH YEAH YEAH
NBNewell has entered the room.
Lane Atomic: Y HALO THUR
constantwhisper: HIIII EVERYBODY
TA Sasuke: ZOMG HALO???
Lane Atomic: OJESUS the sounds are so annoying... I forgot about it.
TA Sasuke: who r u constantinople?
SERIOUSFACE TIME has entered the room.
TA Sasuke: SERIOUSFACE NAO!
constantwhisper: I'm on Trillian, so I don't think it even has the same sounds.
valrikhbf has entered the room.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, now Everybody give my YOUR keys! ;-)
constantwhisper: I AM AZURE :D
TA Sasuke: ._.
alyrra26: I am Ashra
constantwhisper: lol, I have none prepared!
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Whoa, this is a key party?
constantwhisper: Oh noes!
Maiden of Light: sorry, 4oH, I have to go to bed
Lane Atomic: 4h, it may not do you any good to have my keys. I defend my house, and my car doesn't work.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Why is everybody a different name?
THIS IS LOLI: i'm a normal name
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: They warned me about that
THIS IS LOLI: :O
alyrra26: old screen names in Aim
Lane Atomic: I'm a normal name. I just haven't talked to you yet.
Maiden of Light has left the room.
constantwhisper: Because I don't have an AIM set up for SL, sorry. :-\
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ah hah
Lane Atomic: btw. Hi. I'm Lane. :-)
TA Sasuke: I'm King Einstein.
constantwhisper: I've never used AIM for SL before.
satims: it is confusing 4H. I had to make a list of everyone
SERIOUSFACE TIME: I'm Fusebox, btw.
alyrra26: night Tal
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Hello your highnesship
ForumLurkerOnAIM: <----- Easy for ya 4H
TA Sasuke: oh yeah!
TA Sasuke: I WIN.
ForumLurkerOnAIM: :P
THIS IS LOLI: i haven't even properly looked through your pages yet, 4h. i'm sorry.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ForumLurker ... on ... AIM - some kind of code?
alyrra26: lol
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Can you Solve it?!
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: EVERYBODY WE HAVE TO WAIT FOR LOLI TO CATCH UP
THIS IS LOLI: XDD no, no, it's okay
TA Sasuke: ZOMG CRUISE CONTROL
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK. it
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's like about love, and stuff
SERIOUSFACE TIME: LOLI CATCHUP... OR KETCHUP... or catsup?
alyrra26: We'll catch her up later if whe liekds
TA Sasuke: love and stuff... and things.
Lane Atomic: Love is a great thing. :-D
ForumLurkerOnAIM: The "Stuff" is the fun bits
constantwhisper: OMG, I thought it was about kittens, 4H! Shoot. I've missed the whole point.
alyrra26: I think I should stop typing
TA Sasuke: so.
TA Sasuke: i have a serious question.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: So.
satims: 4H, would you share your name with us?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: You already asked me that
THIS IS LOLI: 4h's name is SILLYPANTS
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Still wanna know?
satims: I know, but I didn't know if you wanted to share
satims: I would
Lane Atomic: So... HI! I'm Lane. I'm not sure if I said that. I'm somewhat sleep deprived right now.
alyrra26: i would
KaLdAiS712: :'(
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, it's sillypants. now i must give up your child.
alyrra26: lol
THIS IS LOLI: i didn't want it anyway
TA Sasuke: what is with the comments you left us 4h?
KaLdAiS712: That doesn't sound like a fair trade.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: aroo?
TA Sasuke: just curious
THIS IS LOLI: aroooo
Lane Atomic: Heh. None of my old contacts have noticed I'm online yet.
THIS IS LOLI: they hate you, lane
satims: i guess I freaked out Jonah. I am sorry if I got you in trouble sillypants
Lane Atomic: I don't even remember who half these people are.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Is JOnah freaked out?
constantwhisper: He wasn't freaked, Michele
ForumLurkerOnAIM: was
THIS IS LOLI: jonah is always freaked out. ;D
constantwhisper: Just worried 4H was fake.
alyrra26: not anymore
satims: was.. not now
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: http://www.silverladder.com/hearts/4h/key.h tm
constantwhisper: On AIM, that is.
satims: he didnt know you gave me your name on email
satims: he thought you were someone fake
KaLdAiS712: Well, it's been real, but I can't stand the beeping
KaLdAiS712: bye!
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Nice key 4H
THIS IS LOLI: THAT KEY WOULD NOT FIT IN ANY DOOR I'VE EVER SEEN, 4H
KaLdAiS712 has left the room.
Lane Atomic: That's an awesome key, 4H! :-D
satims: wow, I am glad this worked.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: cool thanks
Lane Atomic: o.O
satims: no problem. thanks for joining us.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok so whats everybody think abot love?
Lane Atomic: Wow. Somehow it still has my other screen name linked to this one.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: excuse me aboot for those of you in the North
THIS IS LOLI: love is a many splendored thing
valrikhbf: I'm a jaded cynic.
TA Sasuke: love maeks teh worlds go round!
THIS IS LOLI: love, lifts us up where we belong!
satims: you have me thinking about it alot.
Lane Atomic: BUT VAL, I LOVE YOU
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Love is all we need.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok, whats everybody think aboot love that is not from a greeting card
THIS IS LOLI: hee hee
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: or my moms radio
alyrra26: I need it
valrikhbf: Greeting card love isn't love.
TA Sasuke: LOVE IS SERIOUS BUSINESS.
SERIOUSFACE TIME: YES IT IS
Lane Atomic: That's a very difficult question, 4h. What kind of love? Platonic? Relationship?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Love is Life's Cruelest Bitch..
Lane Atomic: Familial?
valrikhbf: Love is a battlefield.
THIS IS LOLI: love is a razorblade
satims: Love happens when it is safe to be flawed in the presence of another.
constantwhisper: And do you want the short answer or the long one, 4H?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK this is the big event where I explain everything about my content
alyrra26: nice michele
TA Sasuke: o m g loleh emo lololol
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: LOLI you want to catch up?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I can give you the password so you don't waste time
THIS IS LOLI: uh, whatev, i'm okay. :-)
NBNewell: Michele....
THIS IS LOLI: i'll catch up whenever
THIS IS LOLI: thank you, though
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, so questions please, I'll spill my guts
NBNewell: for some reason Fe is having issues w/ my invite
TA Sasuke: whats with the comments you left us on myspace?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Are you Male or Female? (I seriously have no idea anymore)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: those are my graphics
TA Sasuke: yeah i knwo
satims: female
TA Sasuke: know*
satims: she confirmed to me
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Call me Kate
THIS IS LOLI: why are you spilling your guts on wednesday? you have 4 days yet.
satims: Hi Kate!
alyrra26: Hi Kate
constantwhisper: Did it mean anything for what pictures you commented to which person though?
Lane Atomic: Pleasure meeting you, Kate. :-)
TA Sasuke: but did you choose them for specific people? like i got "reluctant"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Don't take the graphics personally I though they would look cool on your myspave pages
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Hello Kate... please don't laugh at my last email to you
constantwhisper: Ah.
TA Sasuke: oh ok
satims: i never got a graphic
satims: i didn't know others did
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: oh but you have my love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ;-)
alyrra26: me neither
satims: awww
satims: boy Ihave card love today or what?
Lane Atomic: Wow. It's already 11 PM.
alyrra26: go Chele
Lane Atomic: Michele, you always have card love. :-)
alyrra26: yes lane stop reminding me
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK then lets get on with it for Lane's sake
satims: :-)
Lane Atomic: you always have passenger love too.
alyrra26: I have to get up in 5 hours
satims: me too
Lane Atomic: 4h, it's okay.
TA Sasuke: get on with what?
Lane Atomic: I don't have a job or anything to wake up early for.
TA Sasuke: bow chicka wow wow
THIS IS LOLI: get on with the party
satims: where do you live Kate?
THIS IS LOLI: kate lives in alaska.
Lane Atomic: :O
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK
THIS IS LOLI: :-D
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yeas its cold
Lane Atomic: My grandpa lives outside of Fairbanks, iirc.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: my butt froze
THIS IS LOLI: omg, nooo not your butt
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: fell right there on the ice
THIS IS LOLI: :-(!
satims: really Kate? I have always wanted to visit there
THIS IS LOLI: please fix your butt, kate
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I guess I am the closest one to you Kate.. well.. Edith-Ann.. but she isn't here right now
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I am in Oregon
satims: kate, I told you I could get a group in minutes. I don't think she believed me. :-)
TA Sasuke: pssh im in cali.
valrikhbf: So Kate, what kind of love were you trying to get us to find? Because it didn't really sound like any sort of love at all to me.
Lane Atomic: I'm way the heck out in Chicago. :/
THIS IS LOLI: i don't think she's actually in alaska, guys
THIS IS LOLI: XD
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, there are a million ways to define love, right
satims: yes
alyrra26: right
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: So
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: One way is mostly just lust
THIS IS LOLI: mmm, lust
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like a hunger
alyrra26: down Loli :-)
THIS IS LOLI: XD
TA Sasuke: when you will give anything to help or protect someone
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: hey is mouse of hearts in here?
THIS IS LOLI: i'm just a fool tonight, sorry guys
constantwhisper: No, no, just direct it over this way, Loli. :D
TA Sasuke: nope
alyrra26: no she's not
Lane Atomic: I think mouse went to bed?
alyrra26: um no
THIS IS LOLI: i do not know from what person that constant whisper is coming from
alyrra26: I am here
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Mouse is.. but not Mouse of Hearts
Lane Atomic: Ohey.
TA Sasuke: no mouse of hearts
constantwhisper: AZURE
TA Sasuke: oh.
THIS IS LOLI: oooh, az
constantwhisper: :D
Lane Atomic: I has no clue who anyone is anymore. XD
THIS IS LOLI: your whisper is sexy
alyrra26: <---- Ashra
THIS IS LOLI: so more about love, kate!
constantwhisper: Isn't it though? ^_~
satims: satims<-----michele
THIS IS LOLI: i love jonah like he's my big brother. :-D
Lane Atomic: michele, I know who you are. And loli. And Val. And me.
TA Sasuke: you guys we are TOTALLY talking to Kate Beckinsale!
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Kate.. Are you in "Love"?
Lane Atomic: An dLurker. Obviously.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: so
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: beyond the true everlasting love level
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: the real lifetime love level
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: there are two other kinds of love
TA Sasuke: are you kate beckinsale? answer that first please.
THIS IS LOLI: korp loves money
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: this gets real fuzzy
ForumLurkerOnAIM: fuzzy love.. hmmm
valrikhbf: Objective and Subjective?
Lane Atomic: Appreciative?
alyrra26: unconditional?
TA Sasuke: dom and sub?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Is Dom in here too>
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ??
ForumLurkerOnAIM: heh
TA Sasuke: nope
satims: no
constantwhisper: lol
alyrra26: no
ForumLurkerOnAIM: this is a 1 card Show..
Lane Atomic: Dom really doesn't chat with us through anything but e-mail.
SERIOUSFACE TIME: It's all you, Kate. :D
satims: i wanted you to get full attention
TA Sasuke: AZURE YOU WERE JUST MENTIONED IN FUTURAMA
THIS IS LOLI: he doesn't really chat with us at all
constantwhisper: ZOMG, NOWAI
THIS IS LOLI: he's too quiet
THIS IS LOLI: it makes me very mad
TA Sasuke: it said "That clear, AZURE sky"
satims: please continue Kate
ForumLurkerOnAIM: anyhow!!...
TA Sasuke: :-D
constantwhisper: I love when stuff uses my name :D
ForumLurkerOnAIM: getting fuzzy.. please continue Kate
THIS IS LOLI: i realize he's busy, but seriously! he's our guide and should be SOMEWHAT present.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK the Prince song Purple Rain
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: a passionate song about friendship
satims: yes
TA Sasuke: sexual, family and companionship
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like I Would dide 4U
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Die 4 U
TA Sasuke: three types of love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: is really about God
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but he changed it to be about a girl
SERIOUSFACE TIME: I did not know that.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it sounds like Eros
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but is like a twisted philia
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: these can be confused
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's true
THIS IS LOLI: i am lost.
Lane Atomic: You learn something new every day. :-)
alyrra26: different types of love Loli
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, Eros, Philia and Agape
alyrra26: Eros and phillia
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: That's pronounced a-GAHP-eh
THIS IS LOLI: oooh, got it'
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not agape as in "mouth agape"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: meaing open-mouthed
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Eros obviously is like lust - erotic
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: However philia means friendship,
valrikhbf: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greek_words_f or_love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but think about what kind of words end in -philia
Lane Atomic: Isn't this of the greek mythos?
TA Sasuke: pedo!
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: most of them are (dirty)
TA Sasuke: necro!
alyrra26: not good words
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not mythos, language
valrikhbf: Philadel
Lane Atomic: Ha.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: corpro
Lane Atomic: Ah*
NBNewell: k, too late for this old girl. good night kate, nice to meet you. Goodnight passengers!!
NBNewell has left the room.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Agape = unconditional love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: this is "real love"
THIS IS LOLI: i think by talking to each of the cards we'll all eventually know at least a little bit about everything
Lane Atomic: Love of the family, like I love my daughter.
constantwhisper: I don't believe in unconditional love. And I don't think that makes it any less real.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: And "love your neighbor"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not like you love your husband, you understand
valrikhbf: Love your daughter = Storge
THIS IS LOLI: but my neighbor is kinda cute. ;D
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ?
TA Sasuke: does kate have a love?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: But you can't say "I eros my neighbor"
ForumLurkerOnAIM: heh
Lane Atomic: Diiiirty. XD
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: so love becomes the one word for everything
satims: I had almost this same conversation with someone in the clergy the other day. It is eery
TA Sasuke: i DO eros my neighbor though
alyrra26: and it's horribly overused
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: hopefully not through a telescope
TA Sasuke: ....
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Agreed Ash
satims: about how we have one word love to mean so many things. it is over used
SERIOUSFACE TIME: It'd be a Teleroscope then :P
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Unconditional love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: whisper
Lane Atomic: Kate, it's almost like saying, in Hebrew, knowing someone. You can't say you know someone, you say you are acquainted with someone. To know someone in Hebrew is to bibically have known them. To have had sex.
constantwhisper: Terrellescope!
valrikhbf: "I love this song and I love you." The english word for love has lost its meaning by being diluted to include so many things.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yes valricksbhfdsf
alyrra26: yes
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: well "Philia"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: which is NOT pronounced "feel ya"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: well sort of
alyrra26: lol
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK it kind of is
Lane Atomic: Heh.
TA Sasuke: phil ee uh
SERIOUSFACE TIME: lol
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: see, more confusion!
constantwhisper: lol
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Fill eee yuh..
Lane Atomic: Fill ya! ;-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: is "brotherly love"
constantwhisper: I philia.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: can I just use the password?
Lane Atomic: Fine by me.
TA Sasuke: park?
THIS IS LOLI: go ahead
alyrra26: sue
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK ***SPOILERS AHEAD***
alyrra26: sure
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: LOL
Lane Atomic: At least you give us fair warning. :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, the letters spell out "love park"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: which is in Philadelphia
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: The city of brotherly love
ForumLurkerOnAIM: very nice...
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and brotherly love parks
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: here are the words I used to get there:
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: acquiesce
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: to give in
Lane Atomic: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love_Park
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and this also gets fuzzy between a shallow Eros relationship etc
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: examine
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: is this relationship worth it?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: what's in it for me?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: does this make sense
constantwhisper: Yes.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: making an informed decision
ForumLurkerOnAIM: yes
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not the most romantic thing I know
alyrra26: yes
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but we all do it
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok next word
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: kiss
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: an innocent gesture
Lane Atomic: We all analize ourselves and the ones we care about and are in a relationship with.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: or just the beginning
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: listen
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: as in, do you really?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and are we all just doing it to stay in conversation
alyrra26: most people don't
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: or because we really caer
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: care
satims: you are making me think a lot, Kate
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok, oblige
mrpink6988 has entered the room.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you feel obligated to do things in relationships
THIS IS LOLI: goodnight, kate
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: sometimes so
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: night LOLI
alyrra26: night Loli
constantwhisper: Night Loli! <3333
alyrra26: <3
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: so you can get something in return
THIS IS LOLI: :-) it was a pleasure. I love you in one way or another
TA Sasuke: nite loleh
Lane Atomic: Sweet derams, Loli. :-)
mrpink6988: nite loli
Lane Atomic: <3 you!
valrikhbf: Good night loli. I have affection for you on some level.
THIS IS LOLI: night everyonnne
satims: night
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Night Loli
THIS IS LOLI has left the room.
alyrra26: we like our goobyes Kate, sorry
alyrra26: please continue
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: My emotion ship will always retain memories of her.
satims: i like that
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: anyway, so sometimes it's in anticipation
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: of getting something in return
Lane Atomic: What is, obligation?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: what is obligation?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Lane
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: however sometimes you ARE obligted to do things ina relationship
Lane Atomic: Sorry, was referencing what you were saying. "Oblige"
ForumLurkerOnAIM: like take out the garbage
ForumLurkerOnAIM: :P
Lane Atomic: Would you oblige in anticipation of a return?
alyrra26: everyone does
alyrra26: I will if you will
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's true
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you should
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: because they should too
Lane Atomic: I don't think you should.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: am I making sense?
Lane Atomic: I don't think you should do anything and expect a return.
valrikhbf: You can't find love if you don't take chances?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: hold on
Lane Atomic: I believe if you do something, do it out of the kindness of your heart. Not because you expect something back.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I think you should feel obligated to do certain things in a relationship
ForumLurkerOnAIM: you can expect things back.. but be able to not get them.. and be ok with that too
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not so they "owe you"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but because that is what you would like the guy to do
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok so
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: play
ForumLurkerOnAIM: umm..
ForumLurkerOnAIM: girl?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: :P
Lane Atomic: Heh.
Lane Atomic: Significant other.
ForumLurkerOnAIM: (sorry, had to)
Lane Atomic: If you REALLY want to be PC.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: no I'm on a mac
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: anyway
Lane Atomic: Everyone enjoys playing, 4h. :-D
ForumLurkerOnAIM: rofl
alyrra26: LOL
Lane Atomic: lol!
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: play
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: nothing deep there
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: so many times relationships feel special
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but everyone's only playing along
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: there's no real commitment
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: reluctant
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: some people are reluctant to do things in a relationship
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like put others first
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: which means some hard stuff
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like not hanging out with your ex girlfriend
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and like emailing her all the time
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: cause youre wiht ME now
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and if that bothers you
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: then my feelings are less important than you flirting with her
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: sorry
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: that's how it is
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Hmm
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and if you can't give up anything for me
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I can
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: 't for you
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and this is not a relationship
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: this is two people meeting each other's needs
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: when it suits them
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: when its CONVENIENT
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: sounds selfish huh
ForumLurkerOnAIM: nop
ForumLurkerOnAIM: e
alyrra26: sounds familiar
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: thats too bad
alyrra26: eh, oh well
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: vet
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: again to examine
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: to determine
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: generally all these words as I sort of define them
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: a real concrete statement I KNOW
satims: wow, I am going to need to go ove this again later
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: occur at the beginning of relationships
satims: you are hitting some nerves with me
satims: it is good though
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: well, everybody asked what's next, and this is it. we can talk on email this week
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I'm glad you all are here tonight
ForumLurkerOnAIM: we are glad YOU are here
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK so back to beginnings
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: thanks
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: really
Lane Atomic: You're always more than welcome to join us in Ventrilo, if you feel up to it. There's usually more than a few of us lurking in there.
satims: I am glad you were willing
satims: Kate, in vent we can talk
satims: i thought this was easier for tonight
constantwhisper: Or not talk. ^_^
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yeah this works for me
Lane Atomic: We chat more than talk. XD
constantwhisper: It's flexible that way.
satims: nothing to download
mrpink6988: o nice to meet you by the way kate, i felt i was lurking and not participating
mrpink6988: so hi
satims: i am glad I now know you are a woman
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok so l-o-v-e-p-a-r-k (the heart was instead of an L)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: hi mrpink
Lane Atomic: ...Okay, I dunno if dude walking around in house behind me is supposed to be there...
satims: :-)
Lane Atomic: There's so many tenants in and aout of that house it's not even funny.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Lane?
Lane Atomic: yes?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Love?
Lane Atomic: Sorry, noticed a guy walking around in the house. XD
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK. :-)
Lane Atomic: Then he turned off the light and looked like he went to bed. XD
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: good night Lane's new friend.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: now
Lane Atomic: I've lived in my house for ... oh, 12 years?
constantwhisper: Pat attention, Lane! Bad!
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: back to love
Lane Atomic: I've seen ten families move in and out of the house behind me in that time.
alyrra26: hush Lane :-)
constantwhisper: pay*
alyrra26: we talk alter
Lane Atomic: Sorry.
ForumLurkerOnAIM: wow.. at the alter eh?
alyrra26: later*
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK are we back>
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ??
Lane Atomic: yep.
alyrra26: yes
satims: sorry Kate
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK Love park takes you to the new folder Love.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: no probs. then to "However."
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I'm not talking about love in the modern sense.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: The all-encompassing love.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Just one translation
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Philia,
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: which is like Eros at the beginning of Eros,
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: in a puppy love sort of way.
Lane Atomic: Like crushing on someone?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: It's not the most accurate description
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yeah, which is why I used "Crush With Eyeliner" twice.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "I'm in LIKE"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "I'm INFATUATED."
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Philia all the way
Lane Atomic: I see potential?
Lane Atomic: I understand. :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Purple Rain
mrpink6988: isnt philia bortherly love?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: which I didn't post
mrpink6988: sorry i just studyed this stuff in school mabey im wrong
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: follow me
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you are correcting me in a gentle way
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I appreciate that
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "I only wanted to be some kind of friend"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: PHILIA
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "I never wanted to be your weekend lover" or EROS
Lane Atomic: I want something more than a one-night stand?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Of course, the line about bathing in purple rain is totally EROS
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Prince writes songs about all sorts of love
Lane Atomic: Ooh, lyrics.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: If I was your Girlfriend for example
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: lemme give you a link
TA Sasuke: back
Lane Atomic: Sure. :-)
Lane Atomic: I'm not familiar with any of his stuff, honestly.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: http://www.dtt-lyrics.com/albums/sign2.html #if
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, Sign O The Times is on every list of the top 200 albums of all time EVER
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: 20 years old and still fresh
satims: this is great
satims: see why I like chats?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok, so Prince in this song
satims: :-)
satims: yep
mrpink6988 has left the room.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: isn't happy with JUST being the man in this woman's life
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: he wants EVERY aspect of relationship
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: including the sisterly love only "girlfriends" share
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you know, girlfriend?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not like boyfriend/girlfriend
satims: :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: he wishes they were BFFs!
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: If I was your girlfriend, would U let me dress U I mean, help U pick out your clothes before we go out?
SERIOUSFACE TIME: lol
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I mean, could we go 2 a movie and cry 2gether?
SERIOUSFACE TIME: I think I know what you're saying.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and there are things that get in the way in a romantic relationship
satims: one person doesn't fulfill all needs
satims: shouldn't
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: can't
satims: right
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: sorry about the font
satims: no worries
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok, here's the kicker:
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "Can't U just trust me? If I was your girlfriend, U could "
Lane Atomic: No worries at all. :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: because as a guy he knows girls think guys are always up to something
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok, duh
alyrra26: I'm sorry Kate. It was nice meeting you but i have to get up for work in 4 hours. I look forward to talking to you moe later
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but to admit that is something
satims: insecurity
alyrra26: goodnight everyone
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: night
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Good Night Ashra
alyrra26 has left the room.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok then the song goes into standard Prince territory
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: after that
fourofhearts@silverladder.com has left the room.
Lane Atomic: Sorry if you all are seeing me invite Pink continually.
Lane Atomic: For some reason he's not getting the invite.
constantwhisper: After that... doom
satims: one sec
Lane Atomic: michele, dodo@silverladder.com is the one he's on.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com has entered the room.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: guys?
valrikhbf: Welcome back, Kate.
satims: hi
Lane Atomic: Welcome back, Kate.
satims: what lane?
Lane Atomic: Pink.
Lane Atomic: Could you try inviting him?
Lane Atomic: For some reason he's not getting my invite.
satims: the email address is his screen name?
Lane Atomic: Yeah
satims: i sent the invite
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I really wanted to save that chat
satims: sorry you lost connection Kate. I find this interesting
satims: I am saving it
valrikhbf: Me too.
satims: I will email it to you
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: YAY! could you
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: thanks
satims: yep. I have it from the beginning
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok Prince the?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: then?
satims: yep
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Rolling Stone had this theory
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: that he wrote that song
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: (or stole it from Wendy and Lisa, JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIE)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like a Bob Seger record on purpose
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I never really got that one
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: lemme find that
Lane Atomic: I'll brb.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: http://www.rollingstone.com/news/story/659 8044/72_purple_rain
satims: just testing my connection
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: all right anyway
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "If I Had a Harem" is one of hundreds of studio recordings Prince never released
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: They call if The Vault
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Prettyman is the bonus track on Rave Un2 the Joy Fantastic
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I get it now.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: That's why everybody emailed me about narcissism
satims: wow, I was way off track in my first guess. :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yeah this is narcissism at its finest
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: http://www.dtt-lyrics.com/albums/rave.html# pretty
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok so the centerpiece
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Losing My Religion
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: is about a CRUSH
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not religion
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: everybody get that?
satims: not at first
valrikhbf: I am.
satims: i can see it now
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's about this crush he has
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and how nervous he gets
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Ah, I get it now.
satims: "in the spotlight"
satims: wow
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: meaning he's on the spot
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's not about being a rock star either
dodo@silverladder.com has entered the room.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: every whisper, every waking hour, I'm choosig my confessions
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: He can't get the person off his mind and he's REHEARSING what to say to them
satims: i guess that is where I got the addictive love aspect
satims: i missread
Lane Atomic: whoever's recording the conversation, could you e-mail it to me?
Lane Atomic: laneatomic@gmail.com
Lane Atomic: I'm going to go tobed.
Lane Atomic: I'm really tired.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK I'll wrap it up
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Oh No I've said too much
Lane Atomic: no need to wrap it up.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: is that awkward stupid thing you blurt out
satims: I love this
Lane Atomic: Sweet dreams.
Lane Atomic: Kate, it was a great pleasure meeting you. :-)
valrikhbf: the thing that makes you sound like a stalker :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I think I thought I saw you try ... but that was just a dream
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and then the strings kick in
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I do that all the time... especially after my rehearsals.. (I rehearse everything I say)..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: night Lane
satims: Night Lane
Lane Atomic: Sweet dreams. :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and that
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: 's the emotional hook
dodo@silverladder.com: night lane
Lane Atomic has left the room.
SERIOUSFACE TIME: It all makes a little more sense when you analyze the lyrics. :O
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: the hint of the century
satims: :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: he's TRYING to get across the crush
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like, HELLO
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: of course the video isn't about any of that
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: except Icarus
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Icarus flew up to the sun with no net
satims: i need to look at all of it again
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: no safety
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and it cost him
satims: leap of faith
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: what is all these fantasies come flailing around
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yes
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but then he said too much
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: i love that song
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: i will never ever get sick of it
satims: i do too. especially now that i understand the real meaning
satims: thank you
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: well you're gonna hear it again five thousand times before you die so I hope that helped
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: :-D
valrikhbf: Kate, can you share with us your approximate age? You don't have to if you don't want. No pressure :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: oh and I hid a ton of new stuff on the page with Stipe
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: anyway
ForumLurkerOnAIM: we noticed that..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: the songs are about the singers
constantwhisper: I don't know how anyone couldn't love that song.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: oh yeah, what does it say?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: what does what say?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: the STUFF I HID
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK back to R.E.M.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "The One I Love"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: this is many people's "song"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like "this is our song"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: This One Goes Out To The One I Love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: good so far, right?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: next line
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "this one goes out to the one I left behind"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok...
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: then
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "a simple prop, to occupy my time."
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OUCH
SERIOUSFACE TIME: ouch indeed.
valrikhbf: It's like "Every Breath You Take." Nobody listens to lyrics.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and Stipe wraps it up with
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: no it is not like Every Breath
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Stipe wraps it up with
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: FIRE
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "You're FIRED"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK maybe not :_D
SERIOUSFACE TIME: lol
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "Here's another song"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I put that in because it's funny how Stipe says "Here's another song."
satims: :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: just Crush With Eyeliner again
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: It's from a Monster radio station promo
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "Songs That Are Live"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I guess it's better than "This Is A CD"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: or "Buy My Album"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK, and the big dumb clue at the end of it all
ForumLurkerOnAIM: "This'll Shut ya up for a few"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "And they call it ...
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: a paul anka song
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: You know you've heard it
SERIOUSFACE TIME: :D
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ...
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "puppy love."
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: A case of the butterflies, at best.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not real love in any case
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: the closest all this comes to in my eyes is Philia
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Eros is passion
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Agape is unconditional love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Philia is brotherly love, but it's also a fleeting, innocent love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: "I love you"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ???
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: prove it
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: don't just love me when it makes you feel funny in your tummy
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: don't just love me when you need something
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: don't just love me when it's late and you're lonely
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Oh I know that oh so well.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: don't just love me as long as it's thrilling
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: love me for who I am and for what I am not.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: love me by putting me first
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: in all things.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: this is unconditional love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not Philia
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but Agape
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not pop song love or movie star love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: where it all ends in bed
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but real love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: where it doesn't end at all
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: love me like this
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and I will love you back
ForumLurkerOnAIM: love me like this and I will love you back.. is a condition
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Fine then, love me unconditionally and I'll love you when I feel like it.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Who wants that?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: You cannot demand unconditional love
dodo@silverladder.com: well it shouldnt be conditioned
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: When you make the CHOICE to love someone forever
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you can
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: otherwise it's a fling
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Eros
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: or unrequited love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: love is a choice
ForumLurkerOnAIM: no.. you can only Hope that they will love you like that back.. you cannot demand it.. otherwise it's not Unconditional
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: because it's not always fun
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's not always passionate
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's not always exciting ...
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ForumLurker, this is not too much to expect
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: If someone love me unconditionally, what I expect doesn't matter
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: they love me ANYWAY
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I am looking at this from the other side..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I figured
ForumLurkerOnAIM: If I love someone Unconditionally.. I can only HOPE that they love me BACK that same way.. but I cannot Demand it..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you do not expect it?
satims: no
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Expectations.. are a bad thing..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you do not think it possible?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Possible.. yes.. but as a prerequisite.. no
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I will not Demand Unconditional love in order to give it
dodo@silverladder.com: once you demand it you are expecting that everyone has objective ideals and morals
satims: i am so sorry but I have to go to bed. I will leave this up and save it all.
satims: thank you for chatting Kate.
dodo@silverladder.com: but its impossible for people to all have the same expectations
ForumLurkerOnAIM: btw.. I am not arguing with you Kate.. I am just talking
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you are giving up
dodo@silverladder.com: same :-)
dodo@silverladder.com: o im not gona give up on this tonight
satims: good night everyone
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: night M
dodo@silverladder.com: im gona be around for the time i just need my minute to shine
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Goodnight Michele
dodo@silverladder.com: night michelle
satims: thank you for coming Kate. I will save this
satims: and email you
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: thank
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: s
satims: :-) I will still show up as here since I am leaving it on. I just have to get up in 4 hours. :-(
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: oh wow
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: go! to bed!
dodo@silverladder.com: kate...so by demanding though, aren't you expecting that everyone has the same objective views?
satims: night night
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I suppose I'm talking in relationship terms
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like, forever relationships
ForumLurkerOnAIM: see.. that's where you leave me on the curb..
ForumLurkerOnAIM: never had a "relationship"
ForumLurkerOnAIM: :P
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: love stinks, yeah yeah??
valrikhbf: J Geils
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK then you do not speak from experience
ForumLurkerOnAIM: ok then.. I'll shut up then.. sorry
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: no no
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: it's not too much to ask
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: really
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: really really
ForumLurkerOnAIM: what? to Ask for Love be returned?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: no.. it's not
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you just told me you never had a relationship and that you don't expect love to ever be returned
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I never said I don't expect Love to be returned.. I said Unconditional Love..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: do you expect to find someone who will take you for granted?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I don't expect to find anyone..
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I can hope to find someone
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: es
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yes
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Real Unconditional Love.. doesn't exist.. there may be "Relationships" that are extremely close to that
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: well I wouldn't bring up "will you love me when I'm old and gray and my ears are all hairy" on the first date anyway
ForumLurkerOnAIM: lol
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I doubt that'd get the ladies going
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: now things start as attraction
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and yes we examine
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: can I love this person forever?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Sometimes it's no
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: then you do what you do based on why you date
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: When it's time to make a real commitment
ForumLurkerOnAIM: There is no way to know if you will love someone Forever.. until Forever passes though
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: meaning, I will choose to love you forever,
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK you got a little spacey on me
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: :-D
ForumLurkerOnAIM: hehehe..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: You make that choice
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: to COMMIT
ForumLurkerOnAIM: yes
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and STICK IT OUT
ForumLurkerOnAIM: yes
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: through the hairy ears and everything
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: that's real love
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: a choice
ForumLurkerOnAIM: but.. Sticking it out.. is hardly unconditional.. it's more Compromising
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: not a feeling
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you have very low expectations and are not listening
ForumLurkerOnAIM: wait..
ForumLurkerOnAIM: please.. for a sec
ForumLurkerOnAIM: lemme type something out
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: i have a few more minutes
dodo@silverladder.com: there is always going to be compromises
dodo@silverladder.com: theres never goin to be a perfect person for anybody
dodo@silverladder.com: despite how good they seem
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Ok.. when we were asked to send out info to Transmission2.. under the Expectaions box.. I put.. Expectations are kept low.. Aim Low.. and Anything above that is All Good.. (paraphrasing)
ForumLurkerOnAIM: so yes.. I have LOW EXPECTATIONS...
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: What, should they always bend to your will?
ForumLurkerOnAIM: but I AM listening
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: Should you always "win?"
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok then
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: no, ou shouldn't
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: this is not about compromises being good or bad
dodo@silverladder.com: there should be no winning in a relationship, but...
dodo@silverladder.com: like working with each other to bend the differences is the start
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: are you going to find the person who will do whatever makes you happy with no regard of themselves?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: that theyr'e just there for you you you?
dodo@silverladder.com: no there not though
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: well yeah, but this is silverladder not craigslist
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: so let's get real
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: unconditional love is loving through things that aren't perfect
dodo@silverladder.com: im gona find the person that will be able to tolerate my crazy problems
TA Sasuke: i love my best friend
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: yeah you are
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: like marry them love?
TA Sasuke: as a friend and as someone i would want to go out with them
TA Sasuke: -them
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: that's cool, you aren't all fake like on a first date
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you can really get to know someone
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: guys I have to go to bed soon
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: i am REAL sleepy
TA Sasuke: i talk to her every day and ask her how her day was and if anything is bothering her
TA Sasuke: and thats cool you can go to bed at any time
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: i LOVE talking you you tonight in every appropriate use of the word love :-D
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: hold on TA, is there any kind of attraction?
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: mutual
TA Sasuke: unfortunately no
TA Sasuke: one sided in my case
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and do you mean you have a crush on your friend?
dodo@silverladder.com: it was actually a very interesting conversation
dodo@silverladder.com: with you kate
dodo@silverladder.com: i liked that it made me think
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: thanks you too
TA Sasuke: i guess you could say that kate
ForumLurkerOnAIM: I apologize to you Kate.. if I seemed Abrasive..
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you know me too
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK TA
TA Sasuke: ive told her how i feel
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: oh yeah?
TA Sasuke: yep
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: and
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ...
TA Sasuke: she turned me down
TA Sasuke: and im ok with that
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: sorry TA
dodo@silverladder.com: ouch
TA Sasuke: i told her that i'd rather be friends than nothing
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: but you can't get her out of your head
TA Sasuke: exactly.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: oh wow that is tough
dodo@silverladder.com: that sucks dillon
TA Sasuke: yeah...
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: i do hope things work out for you
TA Sasuke: thanks :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: :-)
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ForumLurker no worries
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I'll be on email this week
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: nights usually
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Maybe you will understand my background more from my last email
ForumLurkerOnAIM: *shrugs*
dodo@silverladder.com: Im glad i was able to get in here and listen and speak with this convo i was fully worried i wasnt going to be able to participate this week
TA Sasuke: ryan are you gonna use this aim alot?
dodo@silverladder.com: ya
TA Sasuke: ok
dodo@silverladder.com: i am the dodo of silverladder
dodo@silverladder.com: i gots ta
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok dodo
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: TA everybody
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: I'm glad I got a chance to chat with you guys!
TA Sasuke: me too
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: you seem very sweet
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: OK I gotta get to bed
dodo@silverladder.com: kate you have a wonderful night
SERIOUSFACE TIME: It was nice seeing what you had to say. I learned a lot and the gears in my head have started to turn.
TA Sasuke: have a good night :-D
constantwhisper: Thanks for chatting, Kate. Sleep well.
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: wow, that means a lot@
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: !!!
SERIOUSFACE TIME: Goodnight Kate. Thanks for taking time to talk to chat. :D
fourofhearts@silverladder.com: ok night night
dodo@silverladder.com: great to meet ya
ForumLurkerOnAIM: Good Night Kate...:P Thanks
dodo@silverladder.com: peace out yo
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dodo@silverladder.com: back to vent!
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valrikhbf: **END OF CHAT**
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