Session Start (tipsila 1:NephilimsMessiah): Fri Jun 15 20:42:33 2007 [20:42] NephilimsMessiah: Do you know me? [20:42] tipsila 1: no [20:42] NephilimsMessiah: ...102 [20:42] NephilimsMessiah: 102 [20:42] tipsila 1: 102? [20:43] NephilimsMessiah: One Oh Two [20:43] tipsila 1: yes [20:43] tipsila 1: 102 what? [20:43] NephilimsMessiah: "27-10" Birthright. [20:44] tipsila 1: can I do something to help you? [20:44] NephilimsMessiah: There is no helping me. [20:44] tipsila 1: why are you contacting me? [20:45] NephilimsMessiah: Your name was associated with my last corespondent's name. [20:45] tipsila 1: oh!... and who is that? [20:46] NephilimsMessiah: I believe he related our conversation under the name of "Zazaban." [20:47] tipsila 1: I have seen his name around, but I can't say that I know him. [20:48] NephilimsMessiah: Number 9. Number 9. Number 9. Number 9. [20:48] tipsila 1: turn me on, dead man ... turn me on, dead man ... turn me on, dead man... [20:48] tipsila 1: yes, and paul is not dead, yes [20:49] NephilimsMessiah: 9-92-7, isn't it? [20:49] tipsila 1: i am not sure what the numbers mean... [20:50] NephilimsMessiah: They're all the same in structure. [20:50] NephilimsMessiah: I'm gonna speak... er, type candidly now, if that's alright. [20:51] tipsila 1: certainly [20:51] NephilimsMessiah: First of all, Paul IS dead. [20:51] NephilimsMessiah: Well, he's supposed to be. [20:51] NephilimsMessiah: Ryan says he keeps seeing him around. [20:52] tipsila 1: who is Ryan? [20:52] NephilimsMessiah: Ryan Collins. [20:53] NephilimsMessiah: He had what psychologists across the map called a "psychotic break" in 2002. [20:53] tipsila 1: that doesn't sound good [20:53] NephilimsMessiah: Said he saw ghosts. [20:54] tipsila 1: really? wow [20:54] NephilimsMessiah: Later he began to communicate with them. [20:54] tipsila 1: what did he learn? [20:54] NephilimsMessiah: He went to Eva Ridge Mental Institution that same year. [20:55] NephilimsMessiah: That's where I met him. [20:55] NephilimsMessiah: Place is a shithole. [20:55] tipsila 1: hmm, are you crazy, too? [20:55] tipsila 1: sorry, couldn't resist [20:55] NephilimsMessiah: You could say that, I guess. [20:56] tipsila 1: aren't we all [20:56] NephilimsMessiah: To varying extents. [20:57] tipsila 1: so, what did Ryan learn from speaking with the ghosts? [20:57] NephilimsMessiah: I was in the rehab program, Track-III. I did some track-IV groups because the hospital's secondary concern was depression. And antisocial behavior. [20:57] NephilimsMessiah: Ryan didn't learn shit. [20:57] NephilimsMessiah: They put him away. [20:57] tipsila 1: what is Track III or IV? [20:58] NephilimsMessiah: Different schedules nuthouses give you. [20:58] NephilimsMessiah: based on what you're in for. [20:58] tipsila 1: ah, i see [20:58] NephilimsMessiah: Ryan learned how these "ghosts" died. [20:59] tipsila 1: And, he told you? [20:59] NephilimsMessiah: A few of them. [20:59] NephilimsMessiah: Routine stuff, kids getting hit by cars, a drowning, cancer... [21:00] tipsila 1: were they all children? [21:00] NephilimsMessiah: I don't know. [21:00] NephilimsMessiah: Seemed like about half of them were. [21:01] NephilimsMessiah: But now Ryan and me are back out in the world and he says he's seeing Paul. [21:01] NephilimsMessiah: Paul got shot two weeks ago. [21:01] tipsila 1: where did you hear this? [21:01] tipsila 1: Jesus, down to one Beatle [21:02] NephilimsMessiah: They report these kinds of things. [21:02] NephilimsMessiah: Haha, not the Beatle Paul. [21:02] NephilimsMessiah: Though then they would have died in order of talent. [21:03] NephilimsMessiah: I'm the only one that finds humor in the whole "Paul is Dead" thing. [21:03] tipsila 1: so, Paul someone you know is dead? [21:03] NephilimsMessiah: Yeah. [21:03] tipsila 1: I am sorry to hear of your loss [21:03] NephilimsMessiah: Well, Darron thinks it's funny. [21:04] tipsila 1: I don't think it's funny, and I didn't even know Paul [21:04] NephilimsMessiah: He wasn't really what I'd call a friend. [21:04] tipsila 1: oh, so just someone you knew - but not a friend [21:04] NephilimsMessiah: Plus his recklessness had a lot to do with it. [21:05] tipsila 1: I'm not sure why you are telling me all of this... [21:05] NephilimsMessiah: So, I enjoy the Beatles parallel and I enjoy being cryptic. [21:05] NephilimsMessiah: The two bonded. [21:06] NephilimsMessiah: You seemed curious? [21:06] tipsila 1: We all live in a yellow submarine [21:07] NephilimsMessiah: A yellow submarine. [21:07] tipsila 1: A yellow submarine [21:08] tipsila 1: so, who bonded? [21:09] tipsila 1: and you are definitely cryptic [21:09] NephilimsMessiah: The Beatles references and my cryptic...ness [21:09] tipsila 1: but I thought you said you were caustic? [21:09] NephilimsMessiah: Who's to say I'm not? [21:10] tipsila 1: not I. I ws just trying to understand [21:10] NephilimsMessiah: There are a few clues there, if you're up for a challenge. [21:10] NephilimsMessiah: Deciphering them. [21:11] tipsila 1: yes, the numbers? i am not so good with numbers [21:11] NephilimsMessiah: "No you're not!" said little Nicola. [21:13] tipsila 1: "I Am the Walrus" [21:13] NephilimsMessiah: No, you're not. [21:14] tipsila 1: :) How do you know? [21:14] NephilimsMessiah: I am me. [21:14] NephilimsMessiah: Though we are one and the same. [21:14] NephilimsMessiah: You should know, too. [21:15] NephilimsMessiah: Stop trying to fool yourself. [21:15] tipsila 1: I told you 'bout Stawberry Fields [21:15] NephilimsMessiah: Nothing is real there. [21:16] NephilimsMessiah: Here's another clue for you all: the walrus was Paul. [21:16] tipsila 1: here's another clue for you all [21:16] tipsila 1: lol [21:16] tipsila 1: and we are back to paul [21:17] tipsila 1: well, I do love the Beatles -- I grew up listening to them [21:17] NephilimsMessiah: Well, his mind got blown out in a car. [21:17] tipsila 1: he hadn't noticed that the light had changed [21:17] NephilimsMessiah: You're off to a good start. [21:18] NephilimsMessiah: (Link: http://www.google.com/search?q=mind+out+in+a+car+a+crowd+of+people&start=0&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official)http://www.google.com/search?q=mind+out+in+a+car+a+crowd+of+people&start=0&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official [21:21] tipsila 1: A crowd of people stood and stared [21:24] NephilimsMessiah: ego te absolvo, ancilla. [21:25] NephilimsMessiah: If you really want answers, you should speak to Damien. [21:26] NephilimsMessiah: Provided he doesn't type in Latin, too [21:26] tipsila 1: how can I get in touch with him? [21:26] NephilimsMessiah: His AIM SN is "PandoraLeviathan" [21:27] NephilimsMessiah: He says there's a fucking long story behind that name [21:27] tipsila 1: I'll bet [21:27] NephilimsMessiah: Mine seems similar in ways, but essentially... [21:27] tipsila 1: i don't usually go hitting strangers up on AIM, though [21:28] NephilimsMessiah: You know the story of the Nephilim? [21:28] tipsila 1: yes, somewhat [21:29] NephilimsMessiah: A race condemned at birth for being the product of the 'unholy' union of a human and an angel. [21:29] tipsila 1: yes [21:29] NephilimsMessiah: A race that, in ways, justified their own condemnation. [21:30] NephilimsMessiah: Nevertheless, much like humans themselves, a savior has been sent to them [21:30] tipsila 1: and that is you? [21:30] NephilimsMessiah: In a sense. [21:31] tipsila 1: innocence ;) [21:31] NephilimsMessiah: Very good. [21:35] NephilimsMessiah: But Damien, he has a whole goddamn book that's supposedly endured the ...caustic effects of time [21:35] tipsila 1: time can be quite caustic to books [21:35] NephilimsMessiah: and has had a whole lot of people that have written in it. [21:36] NephilimsMessiah: A huge section is devoted to Pandora [21:36] NephilimsMessiah: It describes what her "box" actually was. [21:36] NephilimsMessiah: I don't know, I haven't read it. [21:38] tipsila 1: [21:37] tipsila 1: what the box actually was - not what was inside? [21:38] NephilimsMessiah: Well, I think if it wasn't a box, it'd have different stuff in it. [21:39] NephilimsMessiah: To acquire more information, you must find a circle that ends. [21:40] tipsila 1: a circle that ends - would not be a circle... [21:40] NephilimsMessiah: Precisely. [21:41] NephilimsMessiah: You're talking to a piece that broke off. [21:41] tipsila 1: oh [21:43] tipsila 1: did you break off of your own will or did something or someone break you? [21:44] NephilimsMessiah: and I'm telling you this because, when something happens like someone I know gets killed, I play this game where I surf the internet, find the names of people I don't know, and drag them into the whole thing. You know, sometimes it's easier to observe a phenomenon when you're on the outside looking in. [21:44] tipsila 1: that is true [21:45] NephilimsMessiah: Oftentimes, no one's willing to "play." [21:45] tipsila 1: well, maybe you are too cryptic [21:46] NephilimsMessiah: That's the fun of it. [21:46] NephilimsMessiah: I lost my life when the circle ended. [21:46] NephilimsMessiah: My social life [21:46] NephilimsMessiah: my life outside of these fucking walls. [21:47] tipsila 1: oh. well I don't have much of a social life, either - if it's any consolation [21:47] NephilimsMessiah: I'm still within the orbits, though. [21:48] NephilimsMessiah: On a circle right outside the circle I was in once. [21:48] NephilimsMessiah: It all mirrors a solar system... hell, a universe, or an atom. [21:50] tipsila 1: a vast topic [21:51] NephilimsMessiah: The first orbit -> damien darron amelia ryan tom [21:51] NephilimsMessiah: and elise [21:51] NephilimsMessiah: the adhesive, so to speak. [21:51] tipsila 1: tom??? [21:52] NephilimsMessiah: Deceased. [21:52] NephilimsMessiah: Literally [21:52] tipsila 1: oh [21:54] tipsila 1: I am still very confused [21:54] NephilimsMessiah: NephilimsMessiah: To acquire more information, you must find a circle that ends. [21:55] NephilimsMessiah: I've pointed you to it. You can point others. A group of heads is better than one. [21:55] tipsila 1: I thought you said you were that circle - or were part of it [21:55] NephilimsMessiah: That's why it ends [21:55] tipsila 1: :) [21:55] NephilimsMessiah: The first orbit -> damien darron amelia ryan tom elise [21:57] NephilimsMessiah: 001000100100100001100101001000000110010001101111011001010111001101101110001001110111010000100000011011000110100101101011011001010010000001110100011011110010000001110000011100100110111101100100011101010110001101100101001000000110000101101110011001000010000001101000011001010010000001100100011011110110010101110011011011100010011101110100001000000110110001101001011010110110010100100000011101000110111100100000011000110110111101101110011100110111010101101101011001010010111000101110001011100010000001101000011001010010000001101100011010010110101101100101011100110010000001110100011011110010000001110011011000110110000101110110011001010110111001100111011001010010111000100010 [21:57] tipsila 1: got it [21:58] NephilimsMessiah: Do you? Then bring in others. [21:58] tipsila 1: I will [21:58] NephilimsMessiah: Unless the answer to "Do you?" was "102." [22:01] tipsila 1: and if then, what? [22:01] NephilimsMessiah: Then work on it more diligently. [22:02] tipsila 1: Anything else before I go wrack my brain? [22:02] NephilimsMessiah: Not much. [22:03] tipsila 1: ty [22:03] NephilimsMessiah: Unless you want to know more about me. Which I doubt. [22:03] tipsila 1: why do you doubt that? [22:03] NephilimsMessiah: Do you? [22:03] tipsila 1: of course [22:03] NephilimsMessiah: What do you want to know? [22:04] tipsila 1: whatever you would like to share [22:05] NephilimsMessiah: iam columba descendit fractra [22:05] NephilimsMessiah: Well, fractra descendit [22:05] tipsila 1: I like genealogy [22:06] NephilimsMessiah: So does Damien. [22:06] NephilimsMessiah: He's one of those Scotsmen who ended up in North Carolina when they were like, three years old. [22:07] NephilimsMessiah: lol [22:07] tipsila 1: :) Like my ancestors [22:07] NephilimsMessiah: Scottish by nature, American by nurture? [22:07] tipsila 1: Aye [22:08] NephilimsMessiah: He's kind of remained Scottish. [22:08] NephilimsMessiah: like he's just an expatriot. [22:09] tipsila 1: True to his roots [22:10] NephilimsMessiah: I always think of Trainspotting when I hear him talk. [22:10] NephilimsMessiah: and that makes me think of heroin. [22:10] tipsila 1: uh oh [22:11] NephilimsMessiah: ...and that makes me think of broken dreams and broken skulls. [22:13] NephilimsMessiah: ...broken circles. [22:14] tipsila 1: yes, skulls are like circles.... [22:15] NephilimsMessiah: Round, but quite pointy in parts. [22:15] tipsila 1: my skull is not pointy [22:18] NephilimsMessiah: niether are circles [22:18] tipsila 1: Run to the roundhouse, nelly - they can't corner you there [22:22] NephilimsMessiah: There has to be a door somewhere [22:22] tipsila 1: but no corner [22:22] NephilimsMessiah: Angles. [22:23] tipsila 1: in a circle? [22:23] NephilimsMessiah: If there's a door. [22:23] tipsila 1: maybe it's a round door [22:23] NephilimsMessiah: perhaps. [22:30] tipsila 1: ok, well you have given me much grist for the mill - i am going to go through it and see what i can find [22:31] NephilimsMessiah: Then what will happen? [22:31] tipsila 1: i have no idea [22:31] tipsila 1: there is something you want me to find, is there not? [22:31] NephilimsMessiah: It's a lot of work for one person to do. [22:32] tipsila 1: i will let some friends know - they are more clever than I am by far [22:34] NephilimsMessiah: I guess what I want you to find would be the Dark Truths.